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amoonlitsun
28 June 2009 @ 03:25 pm

So ballet. It's pretty much all I do now... Plus it burns a lot of calories, so that's good. Anddd; I got my new silver ballet shoes today, plus tan jazz flats, so I'm content for now.

I already reached my limit today. [I fail at life] Oh well... I hope you guys are all doing great. Stay strong.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Mood: Bored out of my mind.
Current Music: Say This Sooner - The Almost
 
 
amoonlitsun
27 June 2009 @ 02:01 pm

Feeling a ton better today, which is good. It's 2:00pm, and I haven't eaten at all, just some coffee.

Finished the Ana Guide; 13 pages, font size 11, so I'm happy. (: I'll post the file for it sometime this week.

So anyways, I'm bored, so I'll post a couple of thinspo pics. Enjoy.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
 
 
amoonlitsun
27 June 2009 @ 01:02 pm

So this trick is old [about 99.9% of you probably know about this already], but I love it.

I always keep a mini-bottle of cheap bad-smelling perfume with me. So when I feel like bingeing, I take the food out, and spray it with the perfume.

After that, of course you can't eat it. And plus, you start to associate food with the bad smell.

That's all; random post.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: In Bed <3
 
 
amoonlitsun
27 June 2009 @ 12:42 pm

So I have decided that I love coffee. Best non-medicated appetite suppressant in the world. [for those of you who aren't coffee drinkers, I've discovered that the smell of strong coffee suppresses your appetite for a few hours] I know, it's weird, but I always keep a travel sized pack with me.

ANYWAYS: What this post is really about. It's not really ED related so bear with me: is anyone here Straight Edge?

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: In Bed <3
 
 
amoonlitsun
27 June 2009 @ 11:23 am

On the edge of a really, really big binge...

Help? :S

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree.

 
 
Current Location: In Bed <3
Current Mood: Struggling.
Current Music: Lie to Me - Neyo
 
 
 
amoonlitsun
26 June 2009 @ 11:02 pm

I just want to take this time to thank ALL of you so much. I don't think you have any idea what the support you guys have given has done for me, especially now.

Recently, I lost pretty much all of my friends because of this. They can't seem to accept the way I live my life. However, YOU GUYS have been so amazing. I've never had this much support on anything before in my life, and the love I've recieved from all of you has literally brought me to tears. So thank you very, very much.

Second of all, I've noticed that, especially tonight, some of you guys have been expressing that you feel lost, or completely hopeless. I want you to know that I support every single one of you, and you WILL get through this: this too shall pass.

I wish the best for everyone here. I'm hoping for you all.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: My office. <3
Current Mood: Content & Ready
Current Music: Intuition - Jewel
 
 
amoonlitsun
26 June 2009 @ 02:26 pm

So I'm writing another one of my infamous Ana Guides. For those of you that don't know what that is, it's a collection of tips and tricks that basically covers ALL aspects of this lifestyle. I read it when I'm on the verge of bingeing, and it helps a ton. The one I'm writing right now is HUGE. Almost 20 pages so far in font size 10.

So ANYWAYS, I need any tips, tricks, [whatever] that you can give me. [don't comment them, just email me] They can be tips on absolutely whatever you want, including thinspo.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: On the couch.
Current Mood: Bored; disgusted, yet motivated. <3
Current Music: None.
 
 
amoonlitsun
26 June 2009 @ 02:03 pm

I can't believe this. When I first started out, there were no problems, no complications. Everyone just kind of accepted it and moved on.

But now, things have changed.
I'm dropping friends almost as fast as I'm dropping weight.
And well? It sucks.

I don't know how to get the people I USED to call my friends to accept what I'm doing, but I do know that despite what they say, I will not cave. Ever. This is for me; it does not concern them.

Anyways; comment if you'd like.

Grazie lovies.
xoxo;
Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: In Bed <3
Current Mood: Furious.
Current Music: None.
 
 
amoonlitsun
26 June 2009 @ 12:26 am

You have no idea how weird it feels to be back here. I used to be on this site 24/7, but I fell off the wagon.

So. Tomorrow, I start again. I went back to eating regularly for a while, and well, let's just say I paid the price.

LW: 113
GW: 130
CW: 167

I know. It's horrifying.
Anyways, wish me luck!
Grazie lovies:

xoxo; Bree. <3

 
 
Current Location: In Bed <3
 
 
amoonlitsun
08 March 2009 @ 05:54 pm
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“Hey guys, it's Bree. It's been such a long day. It's the first day of my ABC Fas.t 500 calories for today and I only had mixed nuts, 200 calorie,s and a coffee, which I hope to burn off pretty soon. I'm really excited because I don't think I'm going to eat anything else tonight. So everything seems to be going well. I just hope it lasts this time. I haven't been too good at fasting in the past. But there is something different this time. Maybe because I finally know how much I really need this. That 115 goal is looking pretty possible right now. More pro-ana stuff tomorrow. Let's hope everything works out. Grazie lovies; Bree.”

Transcribed by: multiple users